Happy New Year 2014 extended to 2017
The year 2013 has ended about 2 hours ago. I am overwhelmed, physically and mentally drained. I often find myself thinking negatively about the future instead of positive, that's not in my nature to act like so. Most people know me as a bubble chatty person, has a gift of gab, can make strangers feel at ease in a new place..... but now I am struggling with just going out of the house. My hubby is not getting better, physically nor emotionally. He slapped me twice just before the year ended. We came home from a family dinner at a restaurant, things went well and everyone shown their love and concerns to him in their own way..... yet when we got home, he became agitated, repetitively asking for shower, water to drink or to be hoisted upstairs. All of those repetitively .....screaming louder and louder on top of his lung....usually when i try to calm him down with gentle soft tone voice it works, yet tonight it didn't work. Now he asked me to leave him alone, for he wa