The valley of death days
The past week has been dreadful days for me. Often times Papo and I cried together for we do not know what else to do. There is not a single prayer that goes without crying out loud to the Lord. I often read to Papo the Psalms before I went home and had my much needed rest. When we read Psalms 91:11-12, where it said : For he will order his angels to protect you wherever you go. They will hold you up with their hands so you won't even hurt your foot on a stone. I have a question in my heart, where were they (the angels) Lord when the accident happened? I can not stop myself from having those questions lingering in my mind.....after a long day of re-directing his behaviors. He often mixed up the current neighbors as his high school friends, would asked repetitively "do you remember me? I am Peodji".....until the other person got annoyed by his continuous questions. He would ask for water every second for he forgotten that he drank less than few seconds ago.