Guard it with you life!
One of few letters of encouragement I sent to a close friend about a month ago. (this post is written mid Feb 2013, just realized I have not publish). Somehow I sense that it is divinely inspired, hence I saved it for myself to re-read during hard times. I heard someone wise mentioned in the sermon, not "if troubles come" but "when trouble come" .....for it will surely come, and most likely n when it is least expected. Now I am reading this for myself , for right now I am exhausted in every way. My husband's condition is getting more taxing for me as a sole care giver. He talks and more fluent now, yet his short term memory is impaired. He will ask the same questions for many times, at least 10 times, and it is me who need to remind him over and over that it has been done. I am so tired physically, and the reports from the rehabilitation center team is not positive. They said they have done what they can, and that my husband's stage will NOT be better